私の心を刺してください

Friday, January 26, 2007

please don't push yourself too far and turn to someone fugly.

okay.

school had been great and tiring with more test coming up ahead, gonna be busy.

the night is still early 7:13 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

mates of this class was great, most are friendly and full of humors.
teachers are nice except for some.

bought a number of stuffs recently, save some cash too.

it's quite sad to see certain graduates changing so much, hope they would still be nice after all.

i'm schooling daily now.

no more slacking at home.

the night is still early 8:58 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

created a background picture and do some changes to the dumb blog (:

i have recovered from chicken.-it's gone!!

going back to school this week.

just got back my straight cut pants from the shop.

not bad, doesn't look so fat now.

boredom ahead.

the night is still early 3:16 AM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

it's day7.
soon can go out!!!
finally (:

the night is still early 9:26 PM

Monday, January 08, 2007

SicInside - Shatttered

AS I DIE FOR YOU
THERE WILL BE NO TOMORROW
TAKE AWAY MY LIFE LIVING WITH NO REGRET
YOUVE SEVERED MY HEART DEEPLY
JUST TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY
YOU MAKE ME FEEL
SO EMPTY I CAN NOT LIVE

Inside im breaking down
As i feel inside out
Its like you disappeared
Left me with all this fear

As I look in your eyes
I see the real you
Always twisting my mind i cant control you
Found my self in a life
Youve never cared back
Shattered pieces of me
Why was i attached

LIE DOWN NEXT TO ME FEELING MY PAIN MY SORROW
TAKE YOU ONE LAST GLIMPSE BECAUSE ITLL BE YOUR LAST
YOUVE LOST MY LOVE COMPLETELY
LEFT ME WITH ALL THIS SHAME
YOURE LIES THEYVE ALL DECIEVED ME
PLEASE END THIS PAIN

Inside im breaking down
As i feel inside out
Its like you disappeared
Left me with all this fear

As I look in your eyes
I see the real you
Always twisting my mind i cant control you
Found my self in a life
Youve never cared back
Shattered pieces of me
Why was i attached

And all we had
Has been thrown away
Its all been lost
Shattered into pieces
WHY

THIS ONES ON YOU
ITS TIME TO CHOOSE
IM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS ABUSE
THIS ONES ON YOU

As I look in your eyes
I see the real you
Always twisting my mind i cant control you
Found my self in a life
Youve never cared back
Shattered pieces of me
Why was i attached

TASTE THE BLOOD DRIP FROM MY MOUTH
FEEL THE COLD RUN THROUGH MY HEART
SCREAM YOUR NAME IN MY PAIN
IN THIS LIFE ON SHAME
DIE

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the lyrics so bloody everywhere.

the night is still early 11:32 AM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

no school till 18jan.

so bored lar, digging out everything which i never do before and start working on it.

hopefully by then, i'll be looking forward to school with new shoes and straight cut pants.

the night is still early 7:23 PM